DAMN IT.
my a-math paper was like so fcuking screwed today. and i'm like feeling so fcuking depressed because of it.
and that fcuker asshole is like making so much noise at home now. coz he knows i did badly for the paper. he's like blaming me coz i always last minute study for my exams.
well, all the way for ALL my papers and ALL my exams i always last minute study. thats my style, and thats the only way i can study. so fcuk off. I STUDIED FOR THIS STUPID AMATH PAPER. and as usual, i just dun understand what the hell the questions asking.
and thus, i just blanked out on the paper. u don't know what its like to just blank out and despair in those 1hour and 30 minutes. its totally depressing and suicidal. its like, there're so many questions, and so many marks. and all i could do was just stare at the question booklet. i like couldn't finish a single question up. the graph was screwed. alpha beta was screwed. surds was screwed.
i studied like hell for amath, coz all i wanted was to pass the subject just once. just to pass. and i couldnt even doing. and that asshole still cant shut up.
I WANT TO DROP AMATH. but he wont let me. he's like scolding me and scolding me say what exam play basketball play computer. so what if i didnt do all those things? the results will just be the same! i just cant do amath. why dun u understand? coz u dun even talk to me at home. u dun even know me. so dun try to tell me what to do.
i told u amath is the only subject that i get F9 for. if i drop it, then nxt year i can use the time to focus on my other subjects. too bad if u dun get it. u suck. i dun care.
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MOVING ON....
after the paper i went to GM's house with nigel and yisong to play basketball. to vent the frustration and depression within.
yisong left at 2, and nigel left at 1. Gm and i played basketball for a while more, then we went up to his house to use computer.. watched bleach and chatted on MSN for a while, and in the meantime GM played pokemon on his phone.
OH YEAH THROUGH THE WHOLE DAY, GM KEPT DROPPING HIS PHONE ON THE FLOOR. hahaha.
best. during lunch, while eating prata, GM accidentally dropped nigel's phone into the curry. XDDDD damn funny to see GM's face that way. it was like, "OOPS, SHIAT."
nigel was like totally despairing at his phone. taking tissue and wiping his phone like hell. but it still smells indian. XD
SOOO. after watching bleach, we went down again, to play badminton. haha that was the best man. GM playing badminton is imba pork. its like SUPER FUNNY. he makes noises at every whack. and his body actions super big. which eventually causes him to fall. and then the shuttle cock lands on him.
haha just like during basketball. he kept getting whacked by the ball. then after badminton, we were like damn bored.
after 5 mins, one badminton racket ended up on top of the basketball ring. (damn it my phone cant connect to my computer suddenly. zzz. cant upload the photo i took.)
then, we went to play pokemon at some bench, while watching a boy playing soccer with his maid?
and after a while i went to change, to go home in a set of dry clothes. when i returned, GM was sitting with an indian woman. XD i couldnt control my laughter sia. his expression was PRICELESS. haha. then when he leaned back on the bench, the woman jumped in shock, coz the bench like tilted. DAMN FUNNY.
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lol. my bad mood was dissipated by the great laughs i had at GM's house sia. hehehe.
sadly it was spoiled by HIM at home. ah well. who cares. i'll just use the com. XD
