Friday, July 31, 2009

YAY tomorrow sec 4s got band prac!! ^^

haha.. hopefully can play inst. darn. but it's been already smudged by that choi dick. ARGH..

nvm. haha. praying can play....

dno what to blog abt at the moment.. except D&T is tiring. darn..

posted @ 6:36 PM |

Monday, July 27, 2009

yoo. haven't been giving proper updates.. so here's one that i can do now hahaha.

life's been very hectic, what with rushing for D&T and teachers hounding us sec 4s for work and after-school classes. Not to mention the detention!! aaargh.

anyway, i just wanted to say.. I really miss band mann..

I miss everyone there..miss my section like hell.. miss annoying hong wan.. I miss playing my trombone..

HAII.. Just can't wait for alumni band prac to start.. then me and me boner will be reunited!! =DDD

on saturday had english prelim oral.. boring thing. then went with yisong to ong jin's house to do folio.. haha his house is cool!! s'been long since i went to a friend's house.. haha.

ytd was INC's 95th anniversary.. as usual, had the thanksgiving at pasir ris.. hehehe.

took loads of photos -.-

after that mum wanted to use the M1 deal for movie, so we ended up watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince at EHub..

aah.. i think the movie wasn't as good as i expected it. Horny movie tho AHHA. but it cancelled out the exciting parts!! darn.. hopefully they wun cut anything from the 7th movie.. heard that it's being split into 2.. so yeah. should have loadsa space for scenes. ^^

aww man i still owe mdm halilah her ACS(I) paper and the stupid plywood thing. FOOK!!


so.. photos?


I don't know why I was smiling at all. HAHA. me n empress dowager..


bugger and dowager. terrors.






little terror interrupting shot.


fats. HAHAHA!!









poor me!!


poor him!!


and jasmine vandalised yisong's folio today!!! ^^

posted @ 8:39 PM |

Saturday, July 25, 2009

ireallymissbandandicantwaitforalumnibandpracticetostart.

okayishallgodomydntnowciaosppl.

posted @ 5:22 PM |

Friday, July 24, 2009

wow it's been 5 days since i returned back to school, and I haven't even had the time to update!

darn. proves to show how busy I really am.. D&T everyday, and added with every single piece of thing from other subjects..

Monday got Chem test. best. ARGH!!

and I'm still not done with D&T. But i like it tho. haha doing folio is quite fun. just need to be able to sit still and focus.

sry for the lack of photos in my blog.. I'll make up for it soon, when I'm free-er hehe.

tomorrow got Prelim English Oral!! and somehow i dont care about it-.-

been playing basketball in school again.. yay!

posted @ 10:36 PM |

Sunday, July 19, 2009

some photos that i owe yisong. HAHA.


idiot.
idiot.
oh no i'm going back to school tomorrow.. frightened of the homework, tests, and D&T. God Bless Me.

k now i find out that this sickness only comes to me at night. GG.

posted @ 8:35 PM |

Saturday, July 18, 2009

hey..

just bought harry potter and the deathly hallows!! yessa!!

met jiahao and sinta and one sec 1 boy at tampines mall earlier.. haha other than jiahao, the 2 boys look like P4 kids. LOL..

anyway.. i know most of u will be thinking, "wah, this guy must be joking. one moment so sick one moment can go out."

true. my "ailment" of terrifying nausea is very unconstant. One moment i can be quite fine = able to walk, move. BUT NOT TOO MUCH!!

but the other, like now, i'll be zapped of energy. Lying on my bed, in COMPLETE AGONY. gosh. i can't describe the pain in words man..

last night was like one of the worst. i puked thrice after blogging. and i already had nothing to puke. but my body just wanted to force something out of my stomach. and my mum insisted i had something to eat.

haha funny.

everything she gave me, the moment it entered my stomach, it all came out to the toilet bowl 2 minutes later. it was AGONY man.. having an empty stomach, yet having to retch. dont know what came out haha. maybe the stomach acid?!

someone end it.. I really wonder if i can make it back to school on Monday.. zzz

posted @ 6:44 PM |

Friday, July 17, 2009

haii!!

after so many days, tho my temp's waay down, i still feel very sick!!

take now for example. my fingers are trembling terribly, and i feel super weak. currently very nauseous. = want to vomit. dont know why. earlier in the afternoon mum went to work, so i was left at home with bryan. had porridge for lunch.

dno why, but after eating nausea just took over. couldnt take it, so i went to sleep. now i wake up, just 20 mins later the nausea's back. darn. wtf is wrong with me..

days at home have been.. i dont know. feels very long, yet feels very short. i dont know how to explain what that means. i've lost track of time and have no appetite to eat.

it's like, i sleep. when i wake up, it's like im in a dream, because after i sleep i forgot some of what happened when i was up, unless it was really simple.

everytime i go out of the house.. i'll be overcome by giddiness and i dont know what. oh yes i hate nausea. dont understand how pregnant woman can take it. poor them.

thanks for the concern people.. been receiving lotsa wishes!! haha. thanks thanks.

been resting at home.. sleeping most of the time. can't do nothign else. aw damn the nausea's back!! shit..

ARGH..

k i'll end this post here. can't think of what to type. the putrid smell of the bile is constantly in my head.

"let it all end.. make it stop.."

posted @ 7:32 PM |

Monday, July 13, 2009

~trying to reach out to you, touch my hand..
reach out as far as i can..~

haha funny but catchy song.. 987fm is playing it right now. haha. miss listening to radio..

anw.. going to have a hell of a long break at home.

lemme tell u bout my VERY EVENTFUL DAY!!!

woke up rather late.. then took 10, despite the risk of me being late.

WAS LATE. but wasnt caught O_O no teacher around sia when i entered school..

so went to class.. had a slight runny nose..

then felt myself getting sicker and sicker..

then at 12.20 took temp, 37.6

mdm halilah sent me down to the quarantine area.. saw desirene the expert girl.. then mr leong keep pumping us with water.. then keep taking temp..

after like 20 mins he take, my temperature 37.2 so he sent me back up to the audi for amath lecture..

go up.. in like 10 mins i take temp again, my temp go back up to 37.6.. so mdm halilah sent me back to the quarantine area..

!@#%*(@W#RT&*&^%$#@#$%^ funfair sia TK staff..

then mr leong take temp again, then say im okay. send me back up to audi. FOOK!! i dont want go disturb lecture again la..

then mrs poh came.. i explain to her.. then mdm so money (xDDD) came and then because i got flu she sent me home...

shit!! my dnt!!

then the mr leong best. say i must have a parent to accompany me home. O_O. so i wait for my dad to come.. from 1 o clock wait till 2.50pm.

best. by then my temp went up to 38.2...

went for lunch with dad and bro.. at haig market, afterwhich took 28 home.. slept the whole journey.. really not feeling well..

nauseous, headache, head pulsing, giddy, runny nose, whole body aching.

best.

reach home, try to sleep. despite the fan being off, and i was wrapped in blankets, i was shivering in cold..

and i still felt like vomiting..

mortal torture.. mom came home at around 6 plus.. measure temp.. 39.2..

went to doc.. he said i'm a suspected swine flu victim and that i should stay at home for a week..

my D&T is screwed.. and the band perf on sunday!!

my last band perf.. my step down...

noooo..

screw my life. oh wait, it's already screwed.

and tcher say MOE won't extend the DnT deadline..

posted @ 9:00 PM |

Sunday, July 12, 2009

wonderful. printing 24 pages at the shop downstairs costs $9.

posted @ 6:59 PM |

HAII!!!

dnt so frustrating. have to do soooo many things. ah well. at least it'll all end by end of july =PPP good or bad, its all up to whether we do our magic now.

CAN'T WAIT FOR HARRY POTTER!!! gosh gosh gosh gosh.

darn i sound like a girl -.-

anw, dnt is really frustrating when u have cocked up printer.

i swear. when i grow up and have a family and have me own house, I'M GONNA BUY A GOOD PRINTER.

oh yes.

ciao ciao.

posted @ 1:25 PM |

Friday, July 10, 2009

WOOHOO!!!~~~

after 1 month ++, i am proud to say, that I have FINALLY completed me artefact!! ^^

what a great load of platypus-shit off my shoulders.. haha now left folio.. OH NO...

oh and ytd was chinese oral!! was freaking nervous man. but then waiting for our turn was fun! haha sat beside yisong, then zhang xin was on my right, then nigel sat with zhang xin.

BEST COMBO. it was fun. LOL. ah well. at least can relieve tension and stress b4 oral exam.. so yeah.

was quite nervous.. but then realised the passage was much less complex than the stupid TK oral paper.. HAII. scare us till like that for nothing.. but still got wrong words!! ...

then had the conversation part.. LOL. just talk all the bullcrap i could think off. but then.. it wasnt much. so i dont know..

went for D&T after oral, where me and YS found out the fun in telling nigel about H1n1 and traffic problems. It's okay if you folks don't get it.. haha all 4J ppl know.. xDDD

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today was a sleeeeeepy day. dno why the 5-hour sleep thing hit me hard today. couldnt wake up. and also in class couldnt stay up. haha like beginning of the year liddat. leave me along for 1 minute and i fall asleep wherever i am.

Mdm Halilah came in and scolded 4J coz we never do amath homework le.. and then we found out zx also dropped amath. oh no... scary sia, this dropping thing.

then had a quiz which i probably would fail as usual...

had emath. I realised Mrs Hwang now has a habit of coming into class with a very angry expression, and starts shouting at 4J. before we even do anything -.- i mean, what is she trying to do?! Is she trying to show us that she's "fierce"? lol... sometimes.. that doesn't work, not at all. was like falling asleep, and she was like shouting at me.. but then, was too damn sleepy. fell back asleep LOL.

then had double chem, where new concepts were learnt! good good.

after recess had D&T, where i worked on my artefact, and was going to finish... ^^

then bell rang -.- and had to go for chinese. Me and nigel thought that mdm shen would let us continue doing D&T, since all our MT O level components done le.. except for listening compre. sadly, there was a relief teacher -.- and she wanted us to stay in class. do what?

READ NEWSPAPER. WHAT THE ____?!

lol but no one was reading newspaper ah.. all doing their own work. sadly, we need the workshop -.-

then after school went for lunch at prata shop then slacked in video world with erina jasmine and boon yee.. went back to school for D&T..

AND I FINISHED MY ARTIFACT!!

haha. then at 6 ++ me and yisong went to the hall to see the Band members preparing for the performance tomorrow.. haha i think the show is very nice. if only i could go tmrw.. lololololol.

but then.. no time le.. gotta chiong the folio. right now, i'm sorry, but that's my main priority. HAHA and i'm still blogging -.-

but tmrw.. feel like going to school and see the junior band!! aww man.. my time left in TK Band is very little le.. 2 weeks left? zzz

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sadness.. can't believe I'm actually LEAVING the band.. It feels like a whole lifetime, this four years.

Feels like damn long, but at the same time it's not enough..

My whole life is here. My family. My friends. My everything.

Can't imagine leaving..

I know I can still come back as alumni to visit, but it's a totally different feeling..

and there's always the group of members who call us alumni "extra".. -.-

rather unpleasant feeling whenever i hear that.. and mind, heard that before..

HAII.. I'm losing my nuts..

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K i shall stop here, and start doing my folio!!! YAY ^^

OH NO CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S COMING TO AN END....

posted @ 9:57 PM |

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Life is really such a joke sometimes.

been effing busy!! chionging D&T for submission on 20th july!! hopefully i can make it..

okay currently there's this program on TV for people saying good words for MJ.. LOL he seems even more honoured than all the dead presidents and so on LOL. no offense to anyone..

got alot of amath homework.. haha today mdm halilah scolded the class like hell.. super emo atmosphere..

got absolutely no time man.. haha but still got time to blog!!! :PPP

so much work to do.. aw man.

tmrw chinese O level oral!! oh no.. scary!! die. still can remember vividly my previous chinese oral exam. total failure. HAHAHA.

should be doing dnt now.. hmm..

so damn sleepy lols. 5 hours of sleep a day is definitely not enough. can slowly feel the fatigue creeping up on me...

okay i must end this post. I WANT DEATHLY HALLOWS!!! darn it.



dilemma. what am I to do now?.. Sometimes.. I wish I wasn't this "lucky".

posted @ 6:33 PM |

Sunday, July 5, 2009

haha sorry ah. ytd was really feeling too moody after DSA..

after a good night's sleep, head's much clearer!!

for the psat 2 weeks I've only been getting FIVE HOURS of sleep a day LOL. no wonder so tired.

on a lighter note!

Tsuna got his box weapon!! ^^

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oh no.. have to do D&T, have to do amath, have to do geog, have to do SS, got chinese oral..

so muchh homework.. screwed. HAHA.

gotta do it.

posted @ 11:34 AM |

Saturday, July 4, 2009

failure.

i seriously feel like one at the moment..

thru the 1.5 hours bus ride from toa payoh to home today..

was thinking alot..

how have i failed as a senior?.. why was i so nervous that i couldnt play properly for DSA?.. Why did i fail in teaching my charges?..

the guilt.. the disappointment..

sometimes, putting up a fake smile when everything inside you is crying out loud is really difficult.. but, I had to do it..

I just couldn't spoil the smiles of the people's faces..

and then i saw my juniors crying.. Imagine how it had hurt me.. If they cried, it means that they made mistakes they were guilty of.. which meant that I, as a senior, have failed terribly in my duty..

mustering all the strength in me, I put up a weak smile, and pat them, saying,"it's over, it was good! that was really great, dont cry!"

sometimes.. facades really hurt alot.

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DSA..

was another epic fail..
was so nervous my hands were shaking...
reached there at 9am.
waited for my turn to audition till 4.40pm.
waited approximately 7 hours before i was auditioned..
was chatting with shannon at first, then he left..

so i made a St Pat friend.. and a few SA ones.. chatted with them.. being the only trombonist.. was pushed to the last to be auditioned, along with one SA tuba..
the moment i went in, was so damn nervous.. all strangers..
sat there, and they asked,"Kenneth, may we hear your scales?"
i stupidly went," which one?"
what a stupid question. epic fail.
then the tuba guy told me,"all the scales."
so i played.. being very nervous because i already embarrassed myself, i played like 2 wrong notes..
then they asked me to play set piece..
after practising for 7 hours straight without resting, my lips felt numb and my tone wasnt my own.. bloody disappointing.
played set piece.. Mr glosz asked," Kenneth, tell me what are the commas on the score."
me:"breath marks."
mr glosz smiled..
apparently i was so nervous i overlooked the breath marks as i played on..
then played choice piece.. which was chosen yesterday.. disgusting..
haii..
then they asked a few qstns, and then i could go..

tell me, how much worse can me life get?

posted @ 7:15 PM |