argh. i've given up.
today had a-math double period. and i've decided to drop the damned subject. parents may object, but i decide my life. that's it.
every amath lesson is a waste of time for me. i'm just freaking stoning there while the teacher speaks tamil.
give so much homework for what? i won't do it! coz i don't know how to la!
today mdm halilah was very angry with me. and i know she's given up on me too.
i was the only one who didnt pass up the amath hw q6 and 7. coz i dunno how to do. so she ask me for it, i dunno what to say lor.
she said if i dun pass up homework again, she'll give me the drop form. well i cant wait.
because. i want a "official" reason for me to drop it. then i'll show it to my parents. and maybe they'll be convinced.
i mean, i'm just bloody wasting time in class. standing at the back of the class.. stoning there.. standing up..
and my father thinks that i'm not putting in effort. well, maybe. but i'm hopeless in it! nothing ever goes in.
last year EOY i study like fk for it. but i still get F9 right. CB.
whole day ask me go auntie house for help. FK YOU LA. u shameless i not shameless. besides, asking for help won't work. and i know. coz it's MY LIFE.
and i'm clearer about it more than ANY OF YOU. NOBODY KNOWS WHO I REALLY AM INSIDE. NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I'M REALLY THINKING.
so don't act like u really know me and stuff. COZ YOU DON'T.
screw a-math =)
