wah today damn pek cek.
seriously man. WTF is going on. got on the bus on time, but then the bus was bloody slow. so i reached school late.
was reaching side gate, and the councillor closed the door just after shakir went in. so i thought, k lor she lock liao nvm i just go main gate. then i saw jin quan appear at the far end of the pathway. so i was like, eh good got someone to follow me go main gate. after walking a few metres, i turned around, and jin quan disappeared. then i saw him in the school liao -.- the concillor opened the side gate for him.
then kena booked for detention by Mr vincent tan. he took my ez-link card. best. he looked at mine and another person's one, then asked me where's my ezlink. and i pointed at it, in his hand. and he stare at it, and stare at me -.- (FYI, my ez-link card photo looks VERY DIFFERENT from how i look currently. and people ALWAYS laugh when they see it.)
but that was nothing, until i heard from 4E students that Mr Tan used my ez-link card as a ruler during his e-math lesson in 4E and flashed my ez-link on the visualiser. -.- is that right? tell me.
then after recess got DnT and chinese.. dunno why the two teachers today very bad mood too. shouting like hell. lol.
then had emath test.. and was like damn pissed coz i not sure if mr Tan would let me go for band practice coz of detention.
after emath test went to office to report, and did detention until 5. waste time sia -.-
changed, then went for band. i thought band would cheer me up alot, as it always did, but one of the occasional things-that-i-hate-that-happen-to-me happened. and hate is a strong word, i only use it when i really mean it.
"please ask your masterclass teacher to smoothen your sound." that really pisses me off. WHY IS IT, THAT EVERYTIME THERE IS A TROMBONE BLAST, EVERYONE THINKS ITS ME?!
LIKE FUCK LA. everytime that stupid milk producer sure pinpoint me say i blasting. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT'S BLASTING OR NOT. HAVE YOU HEARD ME BLAST BEFORE?
last time you complained about my sound being very weird. that was due to an air leak in the instrument. so i sent for repair. i'm using a diff inst le. and i think that the sound is good. and still just because u heard someone blasting, u think its me again.
IT WASN'T ME. as i've said all the way since last year. outdoor also. that time in MJC. EVERYONE SHOUTING AT ME TO STOP BLASTING. i insisted i wasnt, but they thought i was lying. i had to run 5 rounds. and then, after a few more run thrus, they realised it wasnt me, but another section that sounded like my instrument was blasting. SEE WHAT I MEAN?
ask my masterclass teacher to smoothen my sound. YEAH RIGHT. both masterclass tutors last year and this year heard me play. they didnt say anything about my sound. and they, including mr neo, were the ones who told me to play that way. DO YOU EVEN FUCKING PLAY THE TROMBONE TO TELL ME WHAT'S RIGHT?!
i'm just being polite and courteous not to scold u back earlier. you should learn how to read people's smiles, whether its genuine, or its just a mask.
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look i'm sorry. i'm just so damn pissed today. i need a place to vent this all out. so yeah, no offense. just my thoughts.
